Archive for June, 2005

Hard Habit to Break

Monday, June 27th, 2005
Lagi seneng muter lagunya Chicago… Jadi ya paste aja ah di sini. Iseng!
I guess I thought you’d be here forever
Another illusion I chose to create
You don’t know what ya got until it’s gone
And I found out just a little too late

I was acting as if you were lucky to have me
Doin’ you a favor I hardly knew you were there
But then you were gone and it was all wrong
Had no idea how much I cared

Chorus:
Now being without you
Takes a lot of getting used to
Should learn to live with it
But I don’t want to
Living without you
Is all a big mistake
Instead of getting easier
It’s the hardest thing to take
I’m addicted to ya babe
You’re a hard habit to break

You found someone else you had every reason
You know I can’t blame you for runnin’ to him
Two people together but living alone
I was spreading my love too thin

After all of these years
I’m still tryin’ to shake it
Doin’ much better they say that it just takes time
But deep in the night it’s an endless flight
I can’t get ya out of my mind

Chorus

2nd chorus:
Being without you
Takes a lot of getting used to
Should learn to live with it
I don’t want to
Being without you
Is all a big mistake
Instead of getting any easier
It’s the hardest thing to take
I’m addicted to you
You’re a hard habit to break

Fatigue

Monday, June 27th, 2005

I were having hectic weeks. Facing hard customers. Preparing rush meetings, with little assistance from my co-workers. Not that they did not do well, but the situation made good communication was not an easy thing to do. So what?

"So what gitu lhooooo?"…

hahaha.. got myself very tired and slept all day last weekend. Need a good rest, need to slow down, need to enjoy my moments. Need to find my friends, the ones that I long to see.

Furthermore, this is only a job. Let’s have fun in it, forget the bad things, and strive toward positive things.

Can not sleep

Thursday, June 23rd, 2005

Too much coffee.. Too many meetings.. Nice and cozy rooms.. Rush projects.. Lots of emails.. Experienced engineer.. Tight schedule.. Lots of job threads.. Forgeting past love.. Avoiding serious relationship.. So many fish, but how to catch.. Lost my stylus.. Reimburse meals.. Power down incident.. Time sheet.. Wrong estimation.. Next priority.. Certification.. Bogor.. Continental breakfast.. Best friend’s wedding.. Swim? Fitness? Novotel style.. 2 GB ram but slow notebook.. Financial plan.. Morning prayer.. Family visit.. Having fun methodology.. Personal approach.. Q target.. Too much coffee.. Missing someone.. Forgeting someone.. Non existant someone.. Full moon.. Room clean up.. 1 month of service.. First installment.. Insurance.. 1:53, nice number.. Too much coffee.

George William Curtis

Saturday, June 4th, 2005

Age is a matter of feeling, not of years.

Robert Johnson

Saturday, June 4th, 2005

Measure yourself by your best moments, not by your worst. We are
too prone to judge ourselves by our moments of despondency and depression.

ngerakit meja

Saturday, June 4th, 2005

ternyata cukup sulit ngerakit meja tivi.. nggak tahu gimana sulitnya ngerakit server. padahal bakalan supervisi kerjaan-kerjaan install server besar. wuaaaaahhh.. seru :-)

Baleno

Thursday, June 2nd, 2005

Last night: Baleno! Finally!

Nggak enaknya jadi project manager…

Wednesday, June 1st, 2005

Nggak enaknya jadi project manager… Kalau ada temen kerja lagi lewat di depan gua, yang keinget kerjaan apa yang mesti gua tanyain ke dia :P